existence #1: experimental dummy thrown on the galaxies sees the beauty of the stars and he ended up crashing on the asteroids, he experience solitude for eight seconds before the experimental ending impact

i'm isolation
i'm insignificant
i'm non believer
i'm just a number
i'm one dodging glances
but if i'm happy
i'm non of above

Us

waiting for the day to end
kiss of blood on her forehead
i lay down and watch her;
consumed by chemical
citrus sucking sunlight
i see her burn
i see my hometown engulfed
with magnesium
white indistinct pure lie
feeds the head of the living
of mainstream and icons
i watch her ashes flew
of the faces of ignorants
while the demigods
continues shuffling
our lives...

Hole (Pt.1)

There is no sunshine it is replaced by multicolored neon lights that promises happiness, broken smile for lonely people, they left me here wondering how will i get inside the womb, how will I met people at one night and after that they just vanish in my memory, sometimes people will get pissed at me wondering why I don't have emotions for their own drama, sometimes I fake it especially to people who wears a mask just to hide their true colors and motives, I easily catch these kind of people but I still act normal pretend that this wasn't really happening, pretend that the world I live is perfect, pretend to smile at the camera and then I was standing here in this alley and all the memories back home just reflects on those flashing lights, my heart beats faster than usual, and I close my eyes and I just think that I wasn't there and.....I live in the world of lies

Droplets

i see it coming
i see it coming
woman and children pass
let the children pass
let the children pass
i'll see it till my head
explodes
this is happening
happening, rewinding
here i am
control me once again
here i am cast
that spell again
towers, stars and pyramid
inverted
this is happening
happening
all the souls dropping
keep it coming
vanish and spread
on the pavement
i'm drowning
drowning
on slumber.

i fake

pain is not affecting
only addicting
greenbox..
wild chanting
epileptic consuming nonsense
my lungs
is
iron-made
ego,
manhood on quagmire
slowburning
life sentence
of
pleasure chemicals
i puff
whenever
i don't fear
of dying
really

21

room; i stumbled upon
a black laced cloth on my eye
a half remembered dream
wake me up when it's over
insipid mind cocooned
doomed to pick up the pebbles
of somebody else guilt caged
a fragile eggshell sanity
so i buried myself
of fiber cloth and metal
and taste the silver noon dust
so someday all the alloy birds fly
and leave me alone
so i will hear the clanging
on spring waving goodbyes
and see them by the window
of a half remembered dream

Cyborgs

unfriendly submarines for alienated cyborgs
i watch the surface and disappear with them
this time your gonna kill me, and curse me
with languages i never heard before:
a collection of beeps, distortion and endless
feed backs; a brain malfunction
i'm the kid clone from your basement
who got ideologies for your misery
yet you deny my existence
and socialize with your digital friends
and communicate using letters made
by machines, symbols and codes.
your in a landscape where lies produces light
a bright diagrams your emotionally attach with
along with millions of pretending entities
who devoured dead air just to live
who conducts war while sitting
smiling faces on the screen, an undefeated losers
all of it drowning, disappearing technological cure
surgical mechanical society of reading droids
i was wondering if i can say no this days
or will i stay at the basement watching you alone
realizing your lies are just promises...
they go down in the black and white light
of your room.