5th Floor Window

The flower head bitch long gone
i have suffered the torturing effects
of withdrawal, i've seen strange things
on the walls or places with less light
i feel isolation, again i have pretend that happiness
again i have to feel that my actions
are still meaningful. Again whenever
we meet i have to fake that smile.

Adrenaline Rush....

After three days of non stop partying finally I get tired, all the energy drinks, alcohol and nicotine just wears off. I started to feel dizzy. I just want to sleep in the train so I look down and see the daylight of six o' clock morning, I couldn't see the faces of the passengers in the train like it's been erased. The horizon is faded all i see is blurred brightness. The ghost like images of the buildings, the walls, trees and the random light attacks my blinded insight. Now I can't see my blind spot which gives hope to my failure of blending on my surrounding. I walk like a zombie alone in the alley way. I leave my friends behind for no exact reason but the pain is still there, it's unbearable and it was the first day of November. I am down and drunk. The scenario dissolves as I sleep in my bed

Color the world with the shadow of emptiness; and you will be rewarded with never ending immobility of life.


I didn't eat here, their food sucks, the customer service is awful, I use their crayons to draw and scribble my hate, I just listen to the live music that reminds me of how alienated I am, the view is good from here I can see the gigantic clock, the empty sky and of course people running like ants. And for an immovable object like me I know, I don't belong here. I should be drinking beer and listen to the "Dark side of the Moon"

Kid A

Standing In The Shadows At The End of My Bed


Kid A is the fourth studio album by the band Radiohead released in October of 2000, it has been sighted as one of the greatest albums of the decade, publications like Pitchfork and Rolling Stone, the album was experimental and electronic influenced by jazz, krautrock and classical music.

Yesterday I woke up sucking a lemon......

Once the Kid A plays on your cd player or on your i-pod, you will wonder what the hell is going on? I'm a big fan of Radiohead especially there album The Bends, that's why I didn't like Kid A that much, it sound like I'm from outer space the first time i listen to the album i began questioning where the hell is guitar?, Why Thom Yorke sounded like he's singing beneath a man hole? and is this the Radiohead? it takes time to realize the beauty of Kid A, if there is a beauty in the album, The Radiohead I've listened in 90's are gone,they committed commercial suicide just to piss ordinary listeners. It is a challenging pop record, to think that most of the tracks consist of instrumentals and Yorke's distorted repeated lyrics. Kid A sounded like a music in the future, as soon as "Everything in the Right Place" started you already know that Radiohead scraps something beautiful and replace it with something perfect, The track "Kid A" sounded like your inside a womb being born and then you see your distant yesterdays. National Anthem's rocks your headphone, this is one of the great tracks in this album again distorted trombones, saxophones and the trumpet in the end of the track is like a women screaming from void space, then they will go slow in "How To Disappear Completely" this is the first time they use a guitar on the album, it's like standing in a narrow space and as Thom Yorke sings in pain, the water falls in that space and it slowly submerging you into the water and after you hear "Three Fingers" you will feel emptiness. This is not an album review, this is what i felt when I first listened the album. The Motion Picture Soundtrack is the conclusion track of the album, wherein the narrator Yorke decided to just sit and drink wine and reminisce. It's sounds like your going to heaven guided by angels without wings you are floating in the space seeing yourself in the top of the mountain kneeling with a feeling of remorse that the story is about to end, this track reminds me of how The Beatles ended up their "White Album" with the track Good Night. The Motion Picture Soundtrack revolves around my head, its being born again, lost someone and dying at the same time in three minutes and twenty two seconds then it will fade...and I wake up in my room...and I'm out of town.

See you in the next life.....

Kid A is not a concept album but for me this is the new decade's "Darkside of the Moon"
but of course they are entirely different album, this is just my comparison.