Hole (Pt.1)

There is no sunshine it is replaced by multicolored neon lights that promises happiness, broken smile for lonely people, they left me here wondering how will i get inside the womb, how will I met people at one night and after that they just vanish in my memory, sometimes people will get pissed at me wondering why I don't have emotions for their own drama, sometimes I fake it especially to people who wears a mask just to hide their true colors and motives, I easily catch these kind of people but I still act normal pretend that this wasn't really happening, pretend that the world I live is perfect, pretend to smile at the camera and then I was standing here in this alley and all the memories back home just reflects on those flashing lights, my heart beats faster than usual, and I close my eyes and I just think that I wasn't there and.....I live in the world of lies